Liars

I really hate people who lie/get your hopes up. They will sit there and say things like "I love you", "I want this to work", "its not you its me", "I still want to be friends". All lies. They say these things and your heart flutters but then they go and say/do something behind your backs and you know for a fact that they were always lying to you. It hurts....if you do this, never think that it will be easy for the person you do it to. It will crush them and they will never be the same.

Drama within the Drama

Ok so right now im in school and i really want to get up and just walk to some random place that i know......i cant deal with anymore of the drama. I dont feel like it anymore. If i have to listen to her beach (sensoring myself) anymore i will seriously walk away from all of this. I dont want to so i might just walk and walk till i cant go any further, then walk another 5 miles.

Raised Voices

So today Mrs. Bles called all of Performing Arts into a seminar room. Once we were in the room she had us all sit down. Then she started yelling at us because someone in the class defiled one of the posters for our show. Im not gonna lie I've been yelled at by a director before but Mrs. Bles scares the crap out of me when she yells. She is a really powerful person and she knows exactly how to hit you were it hurts when telling you this type of shit. I can't wait for this stupid show to be over because then hopefully most of the drama in drama will be over.

Crying

So i remembered something from my childhood once and i just remembered it again. Whenever i start to cry and there is something to chew on i automatically chew. Its my one resource to stop the crying. And in finding this out i realized that this is why i am an emotional eater. The chewing helps to calm the flow of tears.

Firefox

So i decided to try out firefox instead of internet explorer.......its different but i like it quite a lot.

Make up is EVIL

So i have to put on stage make up for shop and it is killing my eyes. I think that i am having a major allergic reaction to it. My eye-lids burn and it hurts to scratch the sleep out of my eye. It also hurts to rub them when im having an allergy attack. UGH MAKE UP IS EVIL BEYOND WORDS.

Insomnia

See i dont think i have insomnia but i like to wish i did. Because for a long time now i have been falling asleep at like 2 in the morning without even trying to. And now my eyes hurt. Im not sure why but i want the pain to go away.