Liars

I really hate people who lie/get your hopes up. They will sit there and say things like "I love you", "I want this to work", "its not you its me", "I still want to be friends". All lies. They say these things and your heart flutters but then they go and say/do something behind your backs and you know for a fact that they were always lying to you. It hurts....if you do this, never think that it will be easy for the person you do it to. It will crush them and they will never be the same.

Drama within the Drama

Ok so right now im in school and i really want to get up and just walk to some random place that i know......i cant deal with anymore of the drama. I dont feel like it anymore. If i have to listen to her beach (sensoring myself) anymore i will seriously walk away from all of this. I dont want to so i might just walk and walk till i cant go any further, then walk another 5 miles.

Raised Voices

So today Mrs. Bles called all of Performing Arts into a seminar room. Once we were in the room she had us all sit down. Then she started yelling at us because someone in the class defiled one of the posters for our show. Im not gonna lie I've been yelled at by a director before but Mrs. Bles scares the crap out of me when she yells. She is a really powerful person and she knows exactly how to hit you were it hurts when telling you this type of shit. I can't wait for this stupid show to be over because then hopefully most of the drama in drama will be over.

Crying

So i remembered something from my childhood once and i just remembered it again. Whenever i start to cry and there is something to chew on i automatically chew. Its my one resource to stop the crying. And in finding this out i realized that this is why i am an emotional eater. The chewing helps to calm the flow of tears.

Firefox

So i decided to try out firefox instead of internet explorer.......its different but i like it quite a lot.

Make up is EVIL

So i have to put on stage make up for shop and it is killing my eyes. I think that i am having a major allergic reaction to it. My eye-lids burn and it hurts to scratch the sleep out of my eye. It also hurts to rub them when im having an allergy attack. UGH MAKE UP IS EVIL BEYOND WORDS.

Insomnia

See i dont think i have insomnia but i like to wish i did. Because for a long time now i have been falling asleep at like 2 in the morning without even trying to. And now my eyes hurt. Im not sure why but i want the pain to go away.

Empath

So I am an empath. It isn't really all that fun, but it can be depending on what you do with it. Some people see it as a curse and others as a gift. I see it as both (i see many things on both sides of the spectrum). It can be a gift when you help those that you love to heal both emotionally and physically (once you get to that strength of empathy). But on the other side of the spectrum it is a curse because you will randomly pick up another person's emotions without trying. In some cases if the emotions are strong enough you will begin to feel them yourself. This will happen to you forever if you are an empath unless you exercise the ability to block other's emotions from your mind. Gtg love ya'll

Day of Silence

So today is the Day of Silence. It is a very important event for me because it basicaly states that if you choose to support LGBT students you can be quiete all day. Their dream is to create a world where noone is bullied for being Lesbian Gay Bi-sexual or Transgender. This is an amazing opportunity to help the youth of today. A lot of people are made fun of because they are/are thought to be lesbian gay bi or transgeneder. So if you read this blog and you want to help and support them visit this site http://www.dayofsilence.org/index.cfm it will be amazing. Annual day of action to protest the bullying and harassment of lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) students and their supporters. Students take a day-long vow of silence to symbolically represent the silencing of LGBT students and their supporters. Please help them and us.

About me

I dont really like using the about me space to write about me. Besides all the things you might need to know probably wont fit in that space.
So here I go....as I already said my name is Jason Melcher and I am 16. I go to a vocational/technical school in New Jersey (not telling which one you stalkers). I am in the Performing Arts program. I am a dancer first then a singer then an actor. That is my way of life, if you dont like it then you can go somewhere. I have a lot of friends/aquantances, very few of which I talk/share stuff with. I love to txt so much that when my mom took away my phone last time I took out the SIM card and put it into another phone and used it for 2 days before finally getting caught. Now I have lost it for a month, I get it back on May 6th. That's it for this update. Have fun, live life to the fullest, don't ever care about what people think about you, be CRAZY.

Addiction

Ok I admit it. I've become addicted to bloging. So i shall say. "Hello my name is Jason Melcher and I am addicted to bloging." Now you all say "Hello Jason." in a monotonous tone

busses

Ugh i just missed the bus because Tim didnt get me out of the shower because he didnt realize what time it was. That and if i had left without kevin i wouldnt be alive anymore.

School

Ugh this place is soo boring. I wish I went to school with some of my better friends like Sara Stockman. She has been like my sister since 1st grade when I met her. We went to the same school in 1st grade then she transfered for 2nd then came back in 3rd and we'd been going to the same school since then. Unitl last year that is. Last year she started getting virtigo and such, her mom blamed the school because it was apparently stressing her out too much. Her mom made her transfer halfway through the year. She was sent to her churches school with a slight chance to come back this year or next. Her mom decided that the chances that she would come back was never so now she goes to Triton. I really miss her and wish we could hang out some time soon.

Doctor Who

I'm not gonna lie I'm a fan of Doctor Who. That is why there is a countdown till the new Doctor Who on my blog page. I can't wait till the newest season comes out. I wonder if the new Doctor will be any good.....I really hope he is otherwise I'll be uber sad.

Bored

So here I am in school bored out of my mind. I am supposed to be doing a project on the atomic bomb. I have an over due project for perforing arts where I am supposed to make a rehersal schedule for the 2nd act of Cabaret. I haven't even started the project for Othello and that was due like last month. Then I have to do an interveiw project for Spanish. Oh and of course my music director/teacher still hasnt taught me the song that i need to sing in the show that goes up in a little over 2 weeks. This is going to be a fun day..........not.

Role Playing

Hey so im the kind of kid who will sit on his laptop and role play. Btw im doing that right now. Its awesome.

Hello

So this is my own personal blog. I have one that is shared with my 2 brothers and my dad but I'd like to have one all to my own. This is me just ranting.